very sad 2day

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There are so many smart things about me, that doesn’t mean I act smartly.

(Source: moon-meat)

i hate being hungover bc the entire day i felt anxious and on edge


Breathing underwater, Kate Bellm

Dear employers, I will have to take the day off today because:

☐ It’s December and the streets are papier-mached with wet bronze leaves and it’s so dark outside that the cars have their headlights on at 3pm

☐ I have recently been through a breakup, or I have been through a breakup at any time in my life really, and I woke up today with the absolute conviction that I will never be loved again

☐ A dog looked at me

☐ I got a text from someone for whom I feel a mix of concern and frustration and recognition and longing that is both more and less than romance

☐ Someone made a joke about dead pets meeting you in heaven

☐ Daylight savings time

☐ I passed a knot of flowers that were so bright they glowed through the dim grey water of the day and when was anything in my life last that luminous?

☐ Girls are too pretty

☐ For the first time I genuinely comprehend that there is not enough time to have all the lives I wanted

☐ I accidentally listened to Leonard Cohen

Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today  (via thosehearts)

(Source: emchughes)

i’m just really tired

This- It’s an apology letter to the both of us for how long it took me to let things go. It was not my intention to make such a production of the emptiness between us…it’s just that, I could have sworn you’d sung me a love song back there. And that you meant it. But I guess some people just chew with their mouth open.

Buddy Wakefield, “Hurling Crowbirds at Mockingbars” (via academiqueer)


(via nurseabby)

five hundred and eighty four: The Sun in Solitude


The weird thing is that I’m happy with the way it turned out.
I haven’t texted you in years and it feels good
not to think, even for a moment, about making my simple sentences
quirky or flirty. I like my quiet silence.
My world feels very cinematic, waiting inevitably

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Little Whirl, Guided By Voices, Alien Lanes (1995)

i don’t care what you do anymore
i don’t caaaaaare, i don’t caaaaaaaare

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